So, I'm starting college the 1st of April and I'm so excited!! I'm quitting my job at the Humane Society to be a full-time student. I'm actually sick of work. I like it there, but the drama and all the chemicals we work with everyday has been making everyone sick. :-( I'll miss almost everyone, but I want to start college and get some classes in before I have to go back overseas, which they're saying is coming up sometime next year. I'm betting earlier than later. Anyway, the classes I'm taking are Beginning Algebra, Composition I, and Intro to Sociology. Yay!
- Mood:
contemplative
My car is still awesome, and I can't wait to put things on it! Like some cool illegal tint like I have on my last car, some vinyl and rims....ahhhh...lol.
Work is going ok, even with the whole 'bird food debacle' thing. I had a talk with my manager about it and she was cool with everything. When we had our next kennel worker meeting, though, she made a point of telling people they weren't allowed to take stuff without her or Bob's (the executive director) approval. I felt as though all eyes were on me, although I KNOW other people take things without asking....I felt a little angry that it was my situation that got brought out into the open. But whatever.
I am registering for my first college classes EVER, and I'm pretty excited about it, however work has basically taken over my life and I forgot to do some things I was supposed to do before registering for classes. I hope that this doesn't effect my registration process, 'cause if it does, then I'll have to wait until the next quarter to sign up for classes, and by then I just won't even decide to go. I have to take three math classes to make up my deficiency for me to get accepted into our University and then hopefully I can start on majoring in Wildlife management....and from there on to an emphasis on birds of prey! It'll be a long freakin' process, and with another deployment in the forcast (more on this later), it'll take me a while to get through college period. And back to work.....I'm working full time there right now, but I let my manager know that I was going to be signing up for classes....I told her that I was going to be taking night classes, but they're not offering night classes this quarter. And on top of that, I want to get some more gen ed classes done so I won't have to do them when I get to the Uni. Problem is, I wouldn't be able to work full time anymore because of the class times and the stress that it's gonna put on me. I really just want to quit my job and be a full-time student, but I don't have the finances for that right now. Ah, what to do....
I found out a week ago that my Army unit is on the 'hit list' to go back overseas. They're saying during the fiscal year 2009, which starts this coming October, but I kinda wish it was sooner. I am sick of the states because it's so monotonous and I'm sick of the day-to-day drama, the money dependence and all of the other bullshit. *Sigh*
The guy issue: I FINALLY, after almost five months after me and my ex broke up, slept with another guy! Now I don't want to sound like a whore or nothing, but this is actually a big step for me. I was too attached to my ex, wondering every second of almost every day (lol) what he was doing and if he was sleeping with another girl. It tore me apart and stressed me out. Just thinking of 'getting over him' and sleeping or seeing another guy was torture to me: and not in the good way. So.....I finally slept with another guy! LOL I feel so much better and I do feel like I'm finally over my ex, and it feels liberating. The 'guy' is actually a very good friend of mine and we've had a history together, so it wasn't like I went and slept with some random guy, so don't look at me like that! LOL
- Location:Fort Living Room
- Mood:
busy - Music:The Unknown~Crossfade
- Location:Fort Living Room
- Mood:
angry - Music:Dragula~Rob Zombie
Decided to get my car and she's a beaut!! Fast, sleek, sexy, and suave...everything I like about a car. I've had a couple of issues with her since I got her, such as a parklight being out, my passenger-side headlight shining too high, and my "service engine soon" light coming on the second day. I'm hoping that the engine light is just a minor problem, or else I'm gonna be pissed, so I'm gonna have my dad, who's a mechanic, look at it for me soon. Otherwise, everything is fine and I've had a blast driving around in her! Haven't thought of a name yet, but it'll come to me. Lol. I'll post some pics of me with my car when it's decent enough outside for it. :-)
- Location:Fort Living Room
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:A sucky commercial
1. Were you named after anyone?
My middle name was the first name of my mother's littlest sister who died within a few days of birth. Kinda creepy if you ask me, but hey, it made my mom feel happy so it's ok.
2. When was the last time you cried?
Last Monday when I had to put down a kitten that I had formed a very strong attachment to because it got sick.
3. Do you like your handwriting?
Eh, not really, but hawks don't write, do they? Guess I never really got over the whole "My arms are supposed to be wings...this is terribly wrong!" thing.
4. What is your favorite lunch meat?
Turkey.
5. Do you have kids?
No, and I don't plan on having any.
6. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
It depends on what my personality was like....I would prob think that I was weird, and anti-social. Which is true. Lol.
7. Do you use sarcasm a lot?
Not really, I don't think I'm really good at it vocally, if that makes any sense. But I do think alot of sarcasm, does that count?
8. Do you still have your tonsils?
Yes.
9. Would you bungee jump?
No.
10. What is your favorite cereal?
I tend to eat Captain Crunch with berries and Life the most.
11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
Most of the time.
12. Do you think you are strong?
I'm strong when I need to be or when it matters most. But I AM working on being emotionally strong, since I've been hurt alot.
13. What is your favorite ice cream?
Vanilla with carmel and fudge swirls.
14. What is the first thing you notice about people?
Eyes, and their attitude.
15. Red or pink?
Red.
16. What is your least favorite thing about yourself?
My things, my ass, my nose...it's kinda big so I cringe whenever I see pics of myself viewed from the side. And that fact that I CAN'T FLY!!!!
17. Who do you miss the most?
Well, I miss my ex, although I shouldn't cause he's a dumbass that needs to get his life in order....ah, hell. There I go on a speel again.... I do miss my mom, though.
18. Do you have a problem with anyone on your LiveJournal friendslist, but they don't know about it?
I only have like, one friend on here.... and she's cool.
19. What color pants and shoes are you wearing?
I'm wearing blue jeans and white socks.
20. What was the last thing you ate?
A TV dinner....cheap food is the best thing when you're on a budget.
21. What are you listening to right now?
My birds making noise and some radio station.
22. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
I've always liked Robin's Egg Blue.
23. Favorite smells?
Bird feathers, good food (perferably the meaty kind), earthy smells, and a nice spring day.
24. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My friend, Darlyn.
25. What's your favourite kind of cheese? Or do you think it's the devil?
I like Cheddar and American.
26. Favorite sports to watch?
Absolutely none...sports aren't my thing.
27. Hair color?
I dyed my hair a reddish-brown color. I like it alot, it really fits me!
28. Eye color?
Blue grey.
29. Do you wear contacts?
Yes.
30. Favorite food?
Steak cooked rare, or ribs.
31. Scary movies or happy endings?
Scary movies, although happy endings are good too. I like to mix it up.
32. Last movie you watched?
The first Saw.
33. What color shirt are you wearing?
A cream colored tee shirt with the face of a tiger on it. Need to do laundry BAD, so I don't have much choice of what I can wear anymore! Lol.
34. Summer or winter?
Summer!
35. Hugs or kisses?
I like to cuddle, so prob hugs but I like kisses too.
36. Favorite dessert?
Hmmm...I like ice cream and pie. Banana creme, yum.
37. Do you wear any jewellery regularly?
Not really, my birds like to chew on them and so I prefer not to wear any unless I'm going out...which I do rarely.
38. If you could steal an animal from the zoo to make it into a pet, which animal would you steal, and why?
I would have to agree with Min on this...bird of prey, but I do like the big cats too. A leopard maybe?
39. What book are you reading now?
I just got done reading "The Field Guide to Otherkin" by Lupa, and now I'm on "Monster" by Frank Peretti.
40. What's on your mouse pad?
Don't have a mouse pad.
41. What did you watch on TV last night?
Don't watch TV.
42. Favorite sound?
Birds, thunderstorms
43. Rolling Stones or Beatles?
Neither?
44. Where's the farthest you've been from home?
I've been to Cali before, but that was a long time ago.
45. Do you have a special talent?
I seem to have a thing for calming most cats down. Which comes in handy at my work. I also can communicate with birds rather well through body language and vocally, in their language.
46. Where were you born?
York, Nebraska.
47. What is your mobile phone ring-tone?
Some ringtone that was already pre-loaded in my phone when I bought it, so it naturally sucks, but I'm too broke to buy a real ring-tone.
- Location:Fort living room.
- Mood:
good - Music:Players Rock~Hurricane Chris (Don't really like this song AT ALL)
So, this is really just a question to myself, I don't expect anyone to answer, but I'm having a hard time deciding if I want to get this car that I mentioned in my last post or not. They got everything fixed on it, and I still think it's a damn good deal....but I'm having a hard time thinking about not having my Monte Carlo anymore. I form really strong attachments to my vehicles, and I don't want to see it go!! It's just going to my parent's house (they're buying it from me when they get the money), and I can still see it every now and then (lol), but..... *laughs slightly hysterically* I can't believe I'm making such a big deal about this!! It is a big investment, and I just want to make sure I'm getting my money's worth and not a piece of shit. I've had it checked out and everything looks good on it, though, so I shouldn't be scared about that, but I still have my doubts. My dream car has always been an Eclipse, and now that I can afford to get one, I want to get it! Lol.... Some of my doubts include waiting to get one until I can just pay the whole thing of without a loan, which would be in about five months, but I'm impatient and want this one....oh damn. It's not the color I wanted but it's so pretty....
- Location:Fort Living Room
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:Independant~Webbie
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:Diary of Jane~Breaking Benjamin
So, this is my first entry into LiveJournal...I generally use MySpace, and was told to come and try this out because there's a large group of Avian therians on here, so hopefully I'll meet alot of nice people I can relate to. Ummm....don't have much else to say.... Hope everyone has a good day or nite!!
- Location:Living room
- Mood:
tired - Music:Place For My Head~Linkin Park
